Simple

Wow it's been a while since I've kept up with this blogging thing. To be truthful, I'm still blogging pretty consistently; I just write notes on my ipod touch & haven't gotten around to transferring them here. It's been so long that most of the un-posted blogs don't even matter anymore lol

I'm happy to say this is going to be a very peaceful blog =)
Sometimes something really bad needs to happen before something great can happen. "sometimes things fall apart so better things can fall into place." I don't remember where I read that quote, but lately that's how my life is going. Something very bad happened, but ever since, things have only been getting better! I guess that can also be because when you hit rock bottom, the only way left to go is up? Either way, life's been very serene lately. I have finally come to terms with my love life, and can honestly say I'm content with not looking for a guy! Shocking, right? There's just so much I'm thankful for in my life right now, and I no longer feel that strong desire to get a boyfriend. I'm not really sure what caused the freedom, but they say it takes 90 days to break an old habit. Maybe I had served my time. Instead of casually dating guys, lately I've been spending a lot of time with just this one guy. My only goal being just to get to know him better. So far, this is working, and I'm getting to know a really cool kid. Filling that lonely gap in my life with friendship seems stable so far. I'm living in the present moment, enjoying things as they happen. I'm not looking for Mr. Right, and I hope he isn't looking for me just yet. All the independence is so peaceful. Sure, whenever I see another couple a part of me feels awkward and out of place, but the feeling only lasts for a few minutes then I'm over it. Whatever this current relationship I have with this guy is, it's good enough for me. I'm not looking for commitment or seriousness. I just like spending time with him. Simple =)